SayWhaat?

2011-10-22T20:22:00.001+08:00

明天就要生了！我的宝贝静暄终于能见到世界～

2011-10-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

IM BACK.

COUNTDOWN - 28 MORE DAYS

things i rlyrlyrlyrlyrly wna do for the past 9 months:

1. LOSE WEIGHT INSTEAD OF GAINING EVERY SINGLE DAY man it SUCKSSS to see ur weight going up EVERY SINGLE DAY bet the weighing scale laughs at me secretly :'(

2. Go out without feeling so freaking restricted and tiredddd as helllll

3. GO TO THE BEACH. seriously. LOSE WEIGHT FIRST LA OF COURSE

4. Fly a kite without feeling like im carrying a bowling bowl... which i am.

5. be able to fit into all my clothes. my OWNNN clothes. and not cx's clothes for gods sake!

6. Go out on a proper proper date w bby happily without feeling so crappy ): ): ): Random nausea and all that sickness everywhere urghh hate!

k la and see my pretty babys face evryday instead of feeling her kick me here there everywhere hehehehe

My life is boring. Everyday hubs and i wake up. Sloth around the house. and Sleep.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING WHAT AM I GNA DOOOO i cant do anything ): ): ): ):

maybe baby will come out on my bday HEHE that will b fun ^__^

Looking at the pictures jie took of my tummy every now and then, damnit i was whining my ass off

when it was just a tiny little bump and i was so upset that no one could tell i was preggers

and NOW?!?!?!?! sighsighsighsighsighsighsigh talk about blocking the view of ur own feet

BUT OH WELL its all worth it i cannot cannot cannot CANNOT wait to see my pretty babys face

Her pink cot pink clothes pink everything is ready for her!

Glory has been on a washing rampage, washing drying hanging everything for baby's arrival!

LOVEIT

2011-05-17T20:45:00.002+08:00

How many times do i have to take the blame for the biggest mistake i did?

You say its tough, HELLO, EASY FOR ME MEH????

Stop lying, u said this wouldnt affect a thing. And now? How often do we have to quarrel over the same shit

Not easy to forget, ya, but what did u say? How much is this affecting us?

Its my fault? Yes i know it is. And i alr hate myself for it

So why keep slapping a dead fish on my face

I shldnt have done it? Well i am sorry and i alr did what i could over the months to show i really meant it when i said sorry

And everytime smth goes wrong, this same shit comes flying in my face together with the 10k other things i apparently dont do enough for you

2011-05-16T12:31:00.002+08:00

To think i was so freaking worried last night that i couldnt sleep till 3 and had nightmares all the way

And all you do now is this

Worried sick, my eyeballs hurt

2011-05-05T11:39:00.001+08:00

6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY 6 MAY

2011-05-03T22:36:00.001+08:00

Its not like i want to yknow, cause if i dont, will u notice anything at all?

2011-05-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

Am i the only bored person in the world or smth? i need to go out and not feel like crap the whole time

I miss my babies so much, why did they all leave me at such a crucial period

Nobody to listen to my crap and nobody to play with when everyone is out!

I miss school and being bored in lectures and sneaking out for breaks own time own target

Who knew?

Having you in school 5 days a week practically the entire day isnt helping at all

and weekends seem so out of bound to me

I shld stop complaining but srslyyyyy how to tahan?????

My family has been so so awesome its impossible to thank them enough

And i want to please them as much as i can

And i try so hard to smile and be happy when im with them but i cannot take it anymore

Its damn hard

Fuck this negativity, im sorry my baby, i shld be smiling for you instead

2011-04-29T16:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you just sit there and start to cry, cause sometimes its just too much to handle at one time

And its hard cause theres nobody for you to relate to, and there isnt a role model for you to look up to when you need it the most

You end up feeling so frustrated, so alone

2011-04-27T08:44:00.004+08:00

Y know when you're bored at home while your boyfriend is at school you turn on the computer

in hope of being entertained by someone but NOOOO everyone is at school and you're just a

lonely cow sitting at home doing absolutely nothing.

AND YOUR BEST FRIEND IS IN CHINAAAAA WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!

ohgreat. my laptop just downloaded some weird file. i think its some virus. Oh fuck awesome.

I set a list of things to do today and got up randomly at 745 cause i had a nightmare.

Now the list of things seem so blah and i have nth better to dooooooo

Mummmy bought a super cute baby poster for me ystday along with some other red stuff to

paste all over my new room HA. the baby poster is SOOO CUTEEE but i still cant figure if that

baby is male or female -_- 2 weeks later hehehehehheeee...

2011-04-25T10:41:00.001+08:00

2011-04-24T23:42:00.003+08:00

i hate going online nowadays, makes me feel a million miles away from everyone. Seeing people talk about their lives and realising how different mine is, its tough, its a drastic change. Everyones asking but theres no perfect way for me to explain things. Sorry if i've been ignoring you, i just dont know what to say. Feeling so lost at times, thank god for my family, my hubby, my relatives and my close friends. Things arent easy for sure, the situation itself is a challenge, being young and not experienced makes things so much harder. I've not regretted my decision for sure, nothing can beat this feeling of joy and anticipation. despite the difficulties, im sure i'll be able to stay strong. Love everyone around me so much, their support is such an asset. Its time to grow up 10 times faster then usual 19 year old.

2011-04-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

I can feel everything with double effect nowadays, my mood my appetite my urge to pee Urghhhh

Toughest job on earth for sureee

I can feel her move if i just stay still, Its so weird, the way it works

I cant wait

2011-03-22T20:01:00.003+08:00

MIA FOR THE LONGESTTTT TIME EVERRRR

SO MUCH TO SAY/DO/PLAN/CARRY OUT, NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME!

feel the need to tell so many people so many things but idk where to begin AHHHH

must. keep. mouth. shut. till. May.

2011-02-20T14:06:00.001+08:00

Neatest cupboard award Lol -_-

So happy so happy so happy!

Happy birthday baby! Hope you enjoyed yrself th past 66 hrs hehe

2011-02-16T13:33:00.001+08:00

You only live once

2011-02-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

OMG I LOVE MY BOYFRIENDDDDDDDDDD SO MUCHHHH! :D

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY HEHEHEHHEHE

2011-02-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

My son hahahahaaa

2011-02-08T21:54:00.001+08:00

Holidays, now pleaseee

So desperate

2011-02-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

Its been too long, enough self denial

Nonie has been sick since forever, visits to vet useless

She needed a bloodtest which costed a bomb and my parents were not for it at all

She was going to die, it was just a matter of prolonging her life

She just kept taking meds which didnt seem to help

She hasnt been eating for the past week or so

A few days back, after another visit to the vet, she came home

Glory force fed her

She went out and never came back.

She was skin and bones when she left,

There was no life in her eyes

First Mickey, now her. Why so soon

First time in my life, i'm living in a house with no animals walking around

I still have fishes in the backyard but no one except my dad bothers about them

I'm gna miss you so much my baby, I'm sorry we were too late

Omg MEGA heartache, feels like i just lost my own child

Ahhhhh cannot take it, although her fur causes me to scratch till i go crazy

Although she only responds when she needs you,

Still cannot do without her.

Sign SIAN

Chu xi

2011-02-03T01:52:00.002+08:00

So much awesome fooood gosh i was 2kg heavier at night than in the morn IMAGINE THAT.

Literally ate a cow's portion of food LOL

2011-02-02T00:26:00.001+08:00

CNY CNY CNY HEHEHE WHOS IN THE MOOD MAN? I SURE AM BAHAHAAHAHAH YIPEEE

2011-01-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

Thank god for Low Cai Xing (L) My baby for life

2011-01-26T20:37:00.004+08:00

So much going on, so glad for the few awesome people in my life

I miss the secondaryschoolclique so freakin much

2011-01-26T12:22:00.004+08:00

Sigh seriously

Life has shown me once more how fucked up the world and it’s inhabitants can be

2011-01-15T18:29:00.004+08:00

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAHHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

2011-01-15T17:43:00.001+08:00

Nonie bitch walked away whn my sister counted to 3 ):

between sleeping and waking

2011-01-06T15:17:00.003+08:00

Here comes a feeling i thought i'd forgotten

That weird feeling you get in your tummy when you're about to carry out a presentation in front of your class, and the joy of finally getting over and done with it

the rush of happiness when your cat actually responds to your calls;

the feeling of going home to a warm, happy, welcoming place;

it doesn't come by often

Yet I feel all that and so much more when i'm with you.

So wrong yet so right

2011-01-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

We're going to the Zoo Zoo Zoo

How about You You You

2010-12-31T14:56:00.002+08:00

I've had so many days in 2010 where I'll just go, 'Fuck my life, today is the worst day ever'

Can't even recall how many of these 'worst days' I've already had.

I wouldn't say 2010 sucked, but there definitely isn't much worth remembering.

This year passed so fast, i cant even remember what happened a week ago.

Just trying to recall last week already feels like a month has passed

Feels like i had to make many decisions this year, and really, i hate making decisions

Hope 2011 doesn't throw too many questions at me, hope 2011 passes real slow

I don't wanna have to face Yr3Sem2 too soon :/

2010-12-26T18:16:00.001+08:00

Love love love love love love love

Lost bird chirpchirp

2010-12-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

I shld've known from the start, u were never, and will never be mine to hold

2010-12-25T16:49:00.001+08:00

2010-12-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

Was it just a moment, or did it mean more?

2010-12-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

Can't stop thinking

Urghhh

2010-12-22T16:32:00.001+08:00

And I always find, yeah, I always find something wrong

You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long

I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most

So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douche-bags,

Let's have a toast for the assholes,

Let's have a toast for the scumbags,

Every one of them that I know

Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs

That'll never take work off

Baby, I got a plan

Run away fast as you can

I was never much of a romantic

I could never take the intimacy

And i know it did damage

Plus the look in your eyes is killing me

I guess you have an advantage

You could blame me for everything

And i dont know what im'a manage

If one day you just up and leave

Oh and i alway find..

and i always find..

yeah i always find something wrong

You been puttin' up with my shit just way too long

I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most

So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,

Let's have a toast for the assholes,

Let's have a toast for the scumbags,

Every one of them that I know

Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs

That'll never take work off

Baby, I got a plan

Run away fast as you can

2010-12-20T16:04:00.003+08:00

Runaway

2010-12-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

Kinect

2010-12-19T22:32:00.001+08:00

2010-12-18T14:10:00.003+08:00

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2010-12-16T16:34:00.001+08:00

Voyage de la Vie later w mommyyyyy YAYYYYYY

Cant wait, hope i manage to take some photos!

2010-12-12T20:58:00.001+08:00

Parents booked another trip alr despite just being back from Jap.

Annoying, keep going and nv bring me!!!!!!

They're going chiang mai this time, feb2011. Sigh lonely times AGAINNNN

hate it srsly WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO GO OVERSEAS HUH.

Dec2011 is TOO LONG LATER, TOO LONG!!!!!!!

Beyond ridiculous

2010-12-12T14:32:00.001+08:00

Such dark times

2010-12-09T20:20:00.003+08:00

Such a horrible day, sigh

Well at least my parents are home safely right!

Some photos from their trip below, they took 700+ photos, amazing

The previous time they went, they came back with 100 photos only -_- Lol

Mainly scenery la but then again Japan is all about scenery right!

Cant wait to go during Dec 2011, anticipation to the maximum

My mum and dad bought new sunglasses for the trip

My mum didnt use it at allll! Mega wasted, she said she didnt like being in darkness LOL

So now its my sisters and i to play with Teehee Yay new shades

School holidays in like 1 weeks time, i cant fucking wait.

Next week is gna past really fast i hope, and then i can start recuperating

Lack of sleep lack of sleep lack of sleep.

I havent watched tv properly for the longest time either

Total random order, difficult to choose from 700 photos man

And some photos i just took, missed my camera so much

Mummys sad un-used shades

I think i wna go visit Pu Ti soon. Feels so empty on the inside y'know?

No, you dont know.

And what totally dampened my mood recently

My Nonie baby is sick. She hasnt been eating or drinking

Her fur feels really weird and dry. She is mega nua and her face is in total stone mode

Shes super skinny, like some malnourished cat or smth Zzz

She doesnt even sleep in my room anymore wtf. Dunno what happen sia arghhhh

Its alr been 3 days!!!!!!!! Im dying insideeeeeee ): ): ): ):

2010-12-08T22:35:00.001+08:00

School. Ikr, so glam!

Sigh miss my camera so much. Yay. Parents come back = camera comes back tooo!!!!!

2010-12-08T20:06:00.003+08:00

MY PARENTS ARE COMING HOME TMRW.

LIKE FREAKIN FINALLY AHHH!!

14days leh 14DAYS LEH.

ALMOST DIED

2010-12-04T00:41:00.001+08:00

Pure torture

2010-12-03T18:30:00.001+08:00

Nonie went missing for half an hour just now

I swear i almost died.

2010-12-02T23:49:00.001+08:00

Fuck the world

all i need now is Nonie, my family (including dead grandma) and my dead mickey to come back.

Honestly fuck the world. Whats your problem?

No wonder the slashings

2010-12-02T23:39:00.001+08:00

“Yes,” said Mrs. Figg. “I felt them. Everything went cold, and this was a very warm summer’s night, mark you. And I felt… as though allhappiness had gone from the world… and I remembered… dreadful things…”

2010-12-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

I could be talking about so many other things right now

but all i wna say is I miss you.

& i have the most awesome friends ever

Cya'll tmrw (: Yipee

2010-11-29T20:20:00.004+08:00

Round cock face horrid eyebrows post-9hours-of-attachment & tons of assignments

+ wangwang from erjie to pass my lonely night. \m/

OH AND 8 hrs of lecture tmrw. AWWWWESOME. just awesome

2010-11-28T00:11:00.001+08:00

Precious

2010-11-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

We're so different

Its funny why we're even together

Good/bad?

2010-11-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

Parents going holidayyyy from tmrw till 9dec ohhh fml i will be damn bored @home!

All the crazy shit I did tonight
Those will be the best memories.
I just wanna let it go for the night
That would be the best therapy for me

2010-11-24T13:02:00.002+08:00

Wow 10 yrs since i last updated.

Okay hello, pictures. Lazy to type

Lan shop @ phillips ave Hehe

B's tv bcame my monitor hhehehe luvit he so guai lehhis wallpaper is still hellokitty since that day!

Puts awesome 18 hehehehe What will i do without them man

2010-11-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

So happy yet so unhappy. Whaaaaat?

2010-11-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

HARRY POTTER TMRW.

TEEHEEEHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D

2010-11-17T15:44:00.001+08:00

One bad news after another

i need the Patronus Charm asap, sigh

2010-11-17T14:56:00.001+08:00

Confirm got dementors stalking me. I am fucking unhappy with evrything

Srsly hate today to the maximum

Dementors feed off human happiness, and thus cause depression and despair to anyone near them.

2010-11-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

1st May, 13 days after

To be in your arms = Bliss; a state of extreme happiness

Always remember (L)

2010-11-14T16:36:00.004+08:00

Say hi to my baby

Teehee love her like crazy although im so freaking allergic to her furrrrr

Celebrated papa's birthday today (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! (: FOREVER 18 HEHE

2010-11-13T20:56:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! CANNOT WAIT CANNOT WAIT CANNOT WAIT CANNOT WAIT!!!!!

2010-11-13T01:13:00.002+08:00

I fell into a deep sleep at Bbys house today

So paiseh evryone home + relatives somemore

And when i woke up i was damn stoned

His sis say why i fa dai sia LOL

Police on crazy patrol nowadays sigh

2010-11-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

So much to do, so little time (but im bored so often leh wtf)

From the past week

I went out for lunch w my family, surprised fidz on his birthday, and attended school dutifully. (cept 1 day la good enough -.-)

2010-11-09T20:38:00.003+08:00

I have so much to say but im too tired to do anything, Urgh

Miss my boyf like krazy i must protect him from now on LOL

2010-11-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

The so called 'victim' is no victim at all please. Stop pitying the deadboy and saying the 'stupid brainless ahbengs slashed him to death'

Why would people attack him if he didnt disturb others in the first place right anot?!

Look at deadboys face, he doesnt look very nice loving and kind anyway -.- (like what the News portray him to be)

Just his luck for acting 'big' and insulting a true blue ahbeng ha ha ha

Yes he died, yes its not right to kill someone

But still, push all the blame to the 4 boys? (ahem 'murderers'?)

Cause of the deadboy's words, a total of 5 people have to die at the end of the day?????

heh how nice...

(dude, u should have just walked off and not turn back and shouted EH HUMJI AH. So smart)

Yes i feel that the 4 AHEMmurderers do not deserve the death sentence

Seriously deadboy, i dont like you sia.

2010-11-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

New style of taking photos, the Tell-camera-man-exciting-story-while-camera-man-keeps-shooting Style

Check the shortshort hair, SIGH I MIZZ U MY DEAR DEAD ENDS. LOL

Mad love my friends la they so awesome leh how. ):

Shireen and i gna die of loneliness when the boys all go armyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

2010-11-04T16:11:00.004+08:00

Shit its 2nd week and i've already missed an entire day of school

-___- fail. My mummy was so angry this morn i vaguely rmb her screaming at my half asleep self and slamming multiple doors afterward

Uhoh dead tonight.

YAY LONG WEEKENDS YAYYYYYYYYYYYY

2010-11-03T21:11:00.003+08:00

Lookbook.nu

I need to go shopping

I dont wna go sch tmrw. Ok i not going -__-

I really hate school la urgh REALLY LEH CAN DIE ONE

Fuck why cant i just teleport to the future, like to Thurs night or smth, skip the entire bloody day yay

8 hours of tutorials YAY DONT YOU LOVE IT????? :D

FUCK LA

Blooody angsty today (uh everyday)

Honestly some people are just so freaaaking ANNOYING

2010-11-02T20:34:00.004+08:00

Hi i miss Mickey so fucking much i sayang every dog that goes past me nowadays

School like shit

151 like shit.

SBS drivers like shit.

My course like shit.

Evrything like shit.

On a less shittier note, my F21 package has arriveddddd

But 3 items OOS nabeh like shit. Nvm refund and more shopping yipee

Dreading sch tmrw URGH i miss my boyfriend like mad i wna gnaw on him........ O_o

No photos recently cuz i cant be bothered to take any, so cui looking in sch anyway Tsk

2010-11-02T15:58:00.004+08:00

So bored la fuck hate feeling this shitty bored and totally nothing to do
I'd rather lick the floor and kiss a cow than to be in class now zzz. Annoying fuck.

School sucks i swear shld have went w my instinct and not come to school today URGHHHHH

I miss cvss so bloody much. Time never passed so slowly there before

Where my boyfriend go

2010-10-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

First week of school

(thanks for photos Shimin!)

Shitface. I look so tired

Need to loose extreme amounts of weight.

Motivation/every bit of hope left is almost gone

Wow amazing what 4 days of school can do

Need to go ikea and get a tiny bedside table to put under study table

Idk how i manage to pile things up so much tsk

2010-10-31T22:12:00.005+08:00

I have damn funny friends, damn small eyes, damn touching presents, damn good food, damn chio house and damn awesome parents

(photos in no particular order, all messed up cuz i took them off facebook. Thanks for photos Caleb!)

THANKYOU FRIENDSIES HEHEHEE LUV U ALL SO MUCH

MY SPECIAL MACBOOK IS AWESOMEEEEEEE \m/

Sigh how am i able to still feel sad with people like that around

Yet i still do, Sighx2

2010-10-29T21:06:00.002+08:00

Should have brought my camera out tday :/

Met Bby aftr 2 hours of useless lecture! Bloody hell waste my bus trip.

Spent a total of 2 and a half hours on bus tday just to get to and away from sch lor!

Zzz

Met bby and wento Mr tua pek gong's house in loyang, Lolol

Then wento see my ahma for awhile heh Bby says i look like my ahma!

I super think so too lor. She was damn chio when she was young :X HAHAHAHA

and im the only person in my family w single lids!

And only my ahma has single lids! Cool man.

Yes my ahma passed away 2 yrs ago. We wento the temple to see her

Okay im damn bloody tired, kept falling asleep tday

sleep now. its 0947pm luvit Bye

2010-10-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

Im so bloody frustrated at everything i wna go to outer space and scream.

can i just disappear for awhile and come back when the world is back to normal please

2010-10-28T22:25:00.001+08:00

Lookbook.nu

Sigh i need more personal time w my dear bed. ):

Finally, its gna be Friday tmrw, srsly never felt more glad.

School is so tiring, literally drains away all my energy

Reach-home-lie-down-in-dirty-clothes-&-sleep kind of tired

Meeting my Bby tmrw (FINALLY)

Cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :3

and shopping w Shireen on sat!

and getting my curling iron on sunday w my mum & sis

YAAAAYYYY

excursion on monday but im not going.

Its lame la aiya cannot take it -____-

Wtf 2nd week and i give up alr LOL sucker

2010-10-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

I swear my life is so fucking boring i have absolutely nothing to talk about.

School home school home the end

Trying to appear all happy and positive isn't working, maybe i should just shut up and fuck care

Yeah, i should

2010-10-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

Love is so unfair.

The happy times start to get stagnant, the best times last only for a short while and before u know it, its over

Whereas the bad times just drag on and on and on and onnn

Urgh i wish love would always remain positive
Screw the bad times

2010-10-26T20:57:00.004+08:00

wah first day of sch was tiring max.

But i was relatively high throughout, too long at home i think!

Another long day tmrw, and the day after,

and the day after!!!! Sighsigh

Looking forward to friday heheheh gna go secret place ^_^

Okay bye paint nails exercise bathe sleep.

Getting curling iron w jie this weekend!!! My bday present HEHE YIPEE :D

2010-10-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

School is less than 12 hours

After 2 months of holidays, im not sure if im ready for school just yet

Oh well, what choice do i have

Im gna miss being home and talking to/playing with this fattybombom

2010-10-23T00:13:00.004+08:00

My boyfriends shoes v big. LOL ok random.

Spent my day at Bby's place, the haze is horrid. Stepped out of th house and felt sicker already!

MY KIDS HEHEHEHEHE -__- so poor thing lor sit at the window liddat!!!!

They were looking at a guys car being towed away at the carpark downstairs

they like damn happy lor HAHAH sadist

I girlified his computer, LOVEIT!

SUPER CUTE TIGER!!!!! Balancing on his living room tv, LOL

His mummy makes super cool beaded stuffs, baskets, tissue box covers and evrything la!!!!!!

Idk how she does it lor threading the bead through nylon (that transparent fishing line string thingy)

its like impossible to do for long w/o getting pissed at this age already!

Damn chio one if u wna buy tell me ok hehehehe

Ok BYE my boyfriend belly cute

2010-10-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

Love fried mars bar (althought its mega sorethroat inducing), Love sushi (WITH ALOT OF WASABI!) more!!!!!!

Went out w Shireen tday, we're growing old! nth excites us anymore!

Ok cept handsome angmor. Or weird people. Or food.

and we get so bloody tired aftr awhile! Old people >:(

Anywayz im so surprised lor i didnt buy anything today! NOTHING!

Arnd town fareast cine plazasing evrywhere!!! Ttly nothing! Wth!!!!!

But ate so much lor happy kid!!!!!!!!

Thats Josh (ithink) and BritneySpears HAHAHAH shireens lego rings!!!!!

Oh and this is Britneys mike -_- HAHAHAA mad cute! Josh lost his spanner at Daiso today!

And this is when Britney shaved her head. LOL CANNOT STAND IT

And this is them, hair exchanged for helmet -_-

WE VERY BORED HOR. YA I KNOW!!!! But happy can rdy, LOL

The haze is DAMN BAD!!!!!!! Horrible, im taking vitC tablets evryday alr!!!! and drinking ALOT of water!!!!

AND OMG TODAY SHIREEN ASK ME TO GO ON AN APPLE DETOXIFYING DIET OR SMTH WTF LOL

SHIREEN LEH!!! HAHAHAHA AND SHE KEEP ASKING ME TO DRINK PLAIN WATER HAHAHAHA
SOMETHING IS WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wah v tired. OHOHOH and my boyfriend very cute, (:

2010-10-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

This condition is vile it should have never existed

its drivin me crazy Gosh

Lucky i have my dear Baby with me or else i'll be dead by now

Honestly, cant i just get rid of it for life, its bloody insane and impossible to live with

It comes and goes when it feels like it, pest

OK FINE i shld stop complaining, thousands of people out there suffering more than me

Fine fine fine.. But still, may i shed my skin please?

Largest organ in the human body lor, dont playplay

2010-10-18T01:29:00.001+08:00

Eczema has been the biggest problem of my LIFEEEE

Fuck off leh i rly rly hate you you give me the biggest headache ever

Eczema is a skin condition la okay okay okay Tsk

2010-10-18T00:03:00.003+08:00

6mnths

Love you so much Bby :3

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

2010-10-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

Sigh happiest person ever.

Check out my cake, like WTF CHECK OUT MY CAKE.

The thing i wanted most for my birthday was a HelloKitty cake lor!

and GUESS WHAT! Shireen knows me besttttt!!!!!! :D HAPPYKID!

Some of the 244 photos from that night, :D

Really badly taken group shot but OHWELL!!!! HAPPY!!! :D :D :D

Thanks for the photos Shireen hehehee

GETWELLSOON WE STILL HAVE TO GO OUT ON WED!!!! LOL!

Hi Lowwwww Cai Xing i loveeeee you ^__^

2010-10-17T03:08:00.002+08:00

Dont know what i'll do w/o you

I love you bbyyyyyy (L)(L)(L)

2010-10-16T21:47:00.003+08:00

HIII IM BACK!!!!!!! and im still high & happy mygosh feels like its never gna wear off I LOVE IT!

So yesterdayyyyy,

Baby came ovr at arnd 4 and we nuaed arnd while waiting for glory to finish cooking and shimin and yp to reach!

Thn we packed up, and cabbed to ECP yayyyyyyyyyyyy!

When we reached the bbqwholesale pple didnt reach yet lor! so we sat arnd for abit

thn just nice, bbqwholesale pple came + so did evryone else!!!!!

OKAY i'll continue when i get the whole nights worth of pictures from shireen!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh im so happy evryone!!!!!!!! AHHH ohgosh i hope this happiness lasts forever

Priceless

2010-10-16T08:49:00.002+08:00

AHHHH IM SO HAPPYYYYYY IM STILL SO HAPPY NAO AFTR REACHING HOME AND BATHING AND EVRYTHING BAAAHAHAHHAAHAHAA!!!!!!!

THAAAAANK YOUUUUU SHIREEEEN CHELSEA SHIMIN YANPING KHAI JACKIE TIM FIDZ CALEB ALVIN TEO BIRD LR DARIUS NC SAMUEL AND MY BBYYYYY LOW CAI XINGGGGG!!!!!!!!
I LOVE ALLLLL OF YOU SOOOO MUCH HEHEEHEHEEHEEHEEEE

Andandand MY MUMMY PAPA JIE GLORY AND EVRYBODY LAAAA!!!!!

Im too happy and high to even fall asleeeep!!!!

Okok i stop! More detailed post when i get the pictures and when im abit more sane!!! SWEETDREAMS LOVELY WORLD, I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS EVERRRRRRR!!!!!

2010-10-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

pizza delivery for lunch @ bby's housey

laying arnd watching old-people-show LOL but nice okay!!!

and cut cake aftr dinnr w family at home

Love!!! ^^

(ihad so much cake i nd to exercise!!! AHHHHH!!!!! ok aftr bbq tmrw HEHE)

Bloody excited for tmrw suddenly, Love my b so much for helping me w the food and all!!!!

Hi b i love you :D

YAY IM GNA GET TO SEE EVRYONE TMRW!!!!! ^______^ HAPPYKID

2010-10-13T22:22:00.001+08:00

Im finally not reading a lovey dovey book!!!!!!

This book is about travelling hehe luvit

2010-10-13T16:05:00.002+08:00

Please dont say 'wah so gd got monday off!'

its for bloody attachment. And its most prolly gna be 9hours long so please shutup.

Dear timetable people in NP,

please change it before we start disappearing

and change the lecturers too lor fuck!

having W.Fun is as good as having a snake teach us how to bark.

and TPLing is no better.

She teaches us not to be sarcastic yet she is the most sarcastic person i've ever met.

and best lor both hate me like crazy.

Oh we are so dead

Oh I am so dead

2010-10-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

You wait for a silence I wait for a word Lying next to your frame Girl unobserved You change your position You're changing me Casting these shadows Where they shouldn't be
We're interrupted By the heat of the sun Trying to prevent What's already begun You're just a body I can smell your skin And when I feel it You're wearing thin

But I've got a plan Why don't you be the artist And make me out of clay? Why don't you be the writer Decide the words I say? Cause I'd rather pretend I'll still be there at the end Only it's too hard to ask
Won't you try to help me?

Sat on your sofa It's all broken springs This isn't the place for Those violin strings
I try out a smile And I aim it at you
You must have missed it You always do

But I've got a plan
Why don't you be the artist
And make me out of clay?
Why don't you be the writer
Decide the words I say?
Cause I'd rather pretend
I'll still be there at the end
Only it's too hard to ask
Won't you try to help me?

Im sorry, you tire me out too often

2010-10-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

in LOVE black one is pure magic im going out to find it for sure

2010-10-12T18:40:00.002+08:00

Fashion blogger i used to love longlong ago

Till she became famous and i didnt really enjoy reading her blog anymore,

then today i went back and found this

Loving much!

TheBlondeSalad.com

2010-10-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

SO UPSETTT!!!! ): ): ):

i have nothing planned for Fri lor!!! GEIKIANG go and book bbq pit pshk.

But i like ):

UPSETTING URGHHHH thank god for glory though, phew

Anw bright side meeting my polygirlies FINALLY HORRRRRRR!!!!!!!

on the 13th!!!! :D

and!!!! cutting cake w my family on the 14th!!! Yay yay yay

IM GNA BE 18 SOON BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

yeah right so what. No big deal lor -__- Lolz

More responsibility only ):

2010-10-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

Oh hello i look bloody distorted but i love it.

I spent my entire day at home tday

And im so glad that the camera is home, at least occupies me for a good whole hour

check out the stupid construction going on just outside my window +

my messy cupboard + Glory/nonielookingbloodyunglam + my old uniforms Ohimissthem

Sigh i must get out ASAP. Im dying

(wow dont u just adore my fat arms. I love it)

2010-10-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

'Dear blank please blank'

Best website on earth if you need a laugh!!!!!!

srsly mad funny.

Thanks to my sisters for introing the site! Srsly laugh and scare nonie out of her wits Lolz

Dear White People,

Please stop asking me if I can see in widescreen.

Sincerely, An Asian.

Dear Old Testament,
Why so much hate?
Sincerely, Women, Homosexuals, Other Religions And Races.

Dear Icebergs,
Sorry to hear about the global warming. Karma's a bitch.
Sincerely, The Titanic.

Dear Voldemort,
So they screwed up your nose too?
Sincerely, Michael Jackson.

Dear Justin Bieber,
Ariel would really love her voice back.
Sincerely, King Triton.

Dear Osama Bin Laden,
Marco...
Sincerely, United States.

Dear gay men,
Please stop being so much kinder, funnier, and more attractive than straight men. It's quite depressing.
Sincerely, all single women.

Dear Toaster,
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Sincerely, Toast.

and ALOT MORE LA LOL. Go read!!!!!!

2010-10-11T16:34:00.001+08:00

Atomic Kitten - Whole Again

If you see me walking down the street
Staring at the sky and dragging my two feet
You just pass me by
You don't miss me cry
But you could make me whole again
And if you see me with another man
Laughing and joking, making the best of this I can
I'm trying to put you down
Baby I still want you around
Cause you can make me whole again

Looking back on when we first met
Can't escape and I cannot forget baby you're the one
You still turn me on
You can make me whole again

Time is laying heavy on my heart
Seems I've got too much of it since we've been apart
My friends make me smile if only for a short while
But you can make me whole again

2010-10-11T01:49:00.002+08:00

Can whoever who produces handphone cases out there

PLEASE STOP making superchio Hello Kitty cases for the bloody Iphones (3, 4, 5 whatever)

and PLEASE START making super chio Hello Kitty cases for bloody sadlife Nokia phones

and make bloody sadlife Nokia phone users happy plz. (Ahem ME)